Classic

when my heart beat so fast and this bad feeling try to kill my self
for every step and every breath becomes so hard
all I wanted to just give up with it all
we have all ready changed
we're not same anymore
I want to get my life back
I want to be myself again
I feel save when I was playing in safety side
so I am not worried about hurt anymore

But when I think that I should stop Inside of this loop
something in your eyes stopped me,
something in your eyes held me,
something in your eyes made me froze on my own feet
it push me up to look back what i have and what i'll leave behind
about a promise, about a live
about us who try to find the meaning of life itself
then, i found my self stay in the same place where i left before

among us there's our red yarns

along in a way there's a stops
in one of the main stops i decide to got off the train
and thats when i met you
unexpected, you found my red yarn that began unravel
then you put it together with yours, then its become strong with

you came to my life when i felt so alone and thought that everyone gonna leave me
you came along i figured my self, build my own wall, when i have no any grip, when i drown my self to my secret place where is no one who knows
you gimme your hands and offering me your side
then, what i know is i hold on to you

we're the people who have never known before, but we are together
we're shared laugh, sometimes embraced, we're shared the air, and support each other
It was the time when I was very happy

I thought I had found the right place to stoped
a place to tether my train whichs full of scratches
which getting tired struggling alone to face the storms of life

we're happy, we're spontaneous, we shared everything
and I really love you because God has brought us

heal the pain in my heart
so that when the wind blows
it wont lets me feel too hurt

I stand with you because thats my choice
and you were standing right beside me and together we looked at that road
the street where we first met
unrealized we both smiles
thats when i wish the time is stop, so we'll always be together
inseparable

But God has sent me another way
God has created our destiny
another purpose of Allah that requires me to came back on the train which would come
and continue my journey, to climbs up another mountains

when i thinking about I should realize that fate which brought me to you its not mine
but the encounter between me and you is God promised to lead us find who we are
to known our own self much better
Just like a small thing which we often do that made us happily
such kindness which we created together
Just like the good deeds that we've found in ourselves each other
which makes us thankful to have been born in this world

then Im waiting for stops in the same place
try not to cry and try give you my best smile
then when I left, theres the memories would be stay along
and when the train took me away then our story is one of which most beautiful thing that ever happened in my life

A FRIEND IS TILL THE END

just like the leaves on the trees
then I'll fall down by myself
if the world isn't turning
and I don't know if you even realized

I've started to see you clearly today
there's no reason what we've to stay
I'm looking at you but you looking the way
that's when i saw you and realized that's nothing left to say

well, we just sat there for hours
busy with our own minds
i have no idea to breaking the wall
just keep thinking everysingle moment that we've passed by

the day is smiling and warming
but its feel burning a hole deep in
and i wont to show you if I cry
because i'll be waving you with my smile

wishing that sun keeps shining on me
wondering if i know you better
then what i'm going to do is stay
i'll be there by your side
because a friend always with you till the end

Sky is blue

Kita dipertemukan oleh Takdir
Seperti udara dengan atom positif dan negatif
bertemu dan bertabrakan
menciptakan kilat
dan Kita bersinar
Kita adalah dua orang yang berbeda
yang dipertemukan oleh Tuhan
dengan izin-Nya
dengan rencana-Nya

Aku tidak bisa menebak kemana Kita akan berakhir
Karena Aku tidak menyukai kata-kata akhir
Bagaimana denganmu? Bisakah Kamu menebak?!
Ketika langit begitu biru Ketika gumpalan awan berubah menjadi kelabu

Aku tidak ingin berandai-andai, atau mengira-ngira
Aku ingin menjalaninya
menemukan kebaikannya
dengan tulus
Aku tidak akan berburuk sangka
dan merusak semuanya
mengacaukan keindahan persahabatan Kita

Bagiku langit akan selalu biru
karena disaat itulah aku bertemu denganmu
dan kita saling menemukan

Aku menikmati disetiap detik kebersamaan Kita
karena hanya itu yang Kupunya denganmu, teman

a poem that wasn't completed

I GOT A MOON IN MY HAND
i'll share only with you
COME TOGETHER TO WALK WITH
wherever we've never been
A PLACE HAS WAITING FOR US
don't you worry i'll hold you tight


note :
suddenly it's written
when the times stopped a moment
when the words finally talks

Cc. Debora F. Tambunan